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BARELY EVEN STARTED

By Mark C. Hewitt



Sometimes it’s easy to forget that one is not in fact a biological

experiment. By which I mean

 

I haven’t the faintest idea what I’m doing in this ridiculous skin.

What in Hades

 

was I thinking about? I’ve heard tell that gaggles of the unborn

crowd invisibly

 

around copulating couples, vying for a chance to ‘get in there’

so to speak;

 

lost souls under deportation orders from Limbo and elsewhere,

hoping beyond hope

 

that passion may have eclipsed precaution on this occasion,

hence, perhaps

 

an opportunity. Yes, really, it’s sought after; an existence, here:

imagine!

 

But then, what was it inspired me to make precisely the same

miscalculation?

 

It has its attractions, of course, this place: all the crazy volatility

and mess and intrigue.

 

Truth is, I’ve been here now for over sixty-three years and sadly,

I haven’t finished.


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